Once on a yellow
piece of paper with green lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it
"Chops"
Because that was the name of his dog
And that's what
it was all about
And his teacher
gave him an A
and a gold star
And his mother hung
it on the kitchen door
and read it to his aunts
That was the year
Father Tracy
Took all the kids to the zoo
And he let them
sing on the bus
And his little sister
was born
With tiny toenails and no hair
And his mother and
father kissed a lot
And the girl around
the corner sent him a
Valentine signed with a row of X's
and he had to ask his father what the X's meant
And his father always
tucked him in bed at night
And was always there
to do it.
Once on a piece
of white paper with blue lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it
"Autumn"
because that was the name of the season
And that's what
it was all about
And his teacher
gave him an A
and asked him to write more clearly
And his mother never
hung it on the kitchen door
because of its new paint
And the kids told
him
that Father Tracy smoke cigars
And left butts on
the pews
And sometimes they
would burn holes
That was the year
his sister got glasses
with thick lenses and black frames
And the girl around
the corner laughed
when he asked her to go see Santa Claus
And the kids told
him why
his mother and father kissed a lot
And his father never
tucked him in bed at night
And his father got
mad
when he cried for him to do it.
Once on a paper
torn from his notebook
he wrote a poem
And he called it
"Innocence: A Question"
because that was the question about his girl
And That's what
it was all about
And his professor
gave him an A
and a strange steady look
And his mother never
hung it on the kitchen door
because he never showed it to her
That was the year
that Father Tracy died
And he forgot how
the end
of the Apostle's Creek went
And he caught his
sister
making out on the back porch
And his mother and
father never kissed
or even talked
And the girl around
the corner
wore too much makeup
That made him cough
when he kissed her
but he kissed her anyway
because that was the thing to do
And at three A.M.
he tucked himself into bed
his father snoring soundly
That's why on the
back of a brown paper bag
he tried another poem
And he called it
"Absolutely Nothing"
Because that's what
it really was all about
And he gave himself
an A
And a slash on each
damned wrist
And he hung it on
the bathroom door
because he didn't think
he could reach the Kitchen.